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[21 Jan 2005|05:18pm]
Hey you guyss.. well I haven't written in here in a long time.... I guess i didn't feel like writing my philosophies, on life to everyone... Man, I hope I don't jinx myself, but I really think that i am starting to keep my new year's resolution to relax and not worry about stuff ( homework,boys (like that has been a problem haha) , family, etc.), mashallah. So I am here and I am not even going to stress because I know that things will happen for the best (inshallah). Ok now that i have written this... toodles.

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[30 Dec 2004|08:58pm]
[ mood | Inspired ]

HEY Ya'll. I saw Napoleon Dynamite and Princess Diaries 2 last friday (or saturday I don't remember.) Well Princess Diaries 2 was very disappointing and too stretched out and predictable (I saw that she was going to fall in love with the princess or whoever he was from the start.) Well anyways, I love Napolean Dynamite.. it is just an hilarious movie! well thats all for right now, toodles.

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VACATIONN!!! [23 Dec 2004|11:32pm]
[ mood | NOtt really though!! ]

Hey... Well I just came back from Molly's Pollyanna Party. It was reallllllyyyyy fun, and we watched American Chai. I realized at this party that soo many of my friends are seniors and I am going to miss them alllll so much next year so we need to hang out a lot this year!!! I also realized that I love all of my friends, they are just great people, Mashallah. My throat hurts so much from laughing so much and talking. Its reallly funny how lynne, suamya, jo-jo, and me have soooo many inside jokes and we think we are hiliarious (but I dont know if everyone feels this way! haha.)ZINGGG!! All the people there are very interesting,kooky characters that say the weirdest funniest things. SOOOO OO O O O O OO O OO OOOOOOOO>>>>>like my issue is like always... I would like a boyfriend.. or at least a guy that I like to actuallyyyy like me. That just isn't happening...why do I repel all the cute guys? It must be my deodorant!! Damn you Secret!!

SOoo this is my lifeee...................................................................................................
alright goodnite

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Pondering... [11 Dec 2004|02:14am]
[ mood | pensive ]

Ok, Today, I didn't go to school because I felt that I needed to unwind and take a personal day. Well on this personal day I didnt do much, except fix the graphics of this L.J a little, clean my room and go to the mall later. I am very excited about my sister Rabiya's wedding, I went with her to see a hall at the Radission. It was really amazing; it had three floors, a huge dance floor and stage and it was really elegant. I am not sure if she is going to get that one because it was really expensive (around $10,000 for a day) but it would be so glamorous if she did. Then Sadia (my other sis), Rabiya and me went to the mall. I had a good talk with Sadia about my personal guy life or lack there-of. I told her how I had a major crush on one guy each year since 8th grade and it was suprising to note that all of them are of a different race. I do have a very eclectic choice in men, or maybe it is because none of my crushes actually become more so I look to another race? I think the first is correct. We came to other epiphanies, but I don't feel like going over them.
Anyways, I also noticed that I don't really talk about personal stuff (family problems, self issues etc.) with some of my best friends (well not all) and vice-versa (they don't talk to me about their problems.) It all seems sort of superfical because it is all laughing and fun all the time. But as I ruminate on this longer, I think that maybe it is for the benefit all of us because we already know our problems (and go to others with them like family and other friends) and need to have someone to relax and have fun with.
I like to always look at both sides of an issue before making a decision about which one is right, but sometimes that just makes me more uncertain.
Ok well, it is 2:30 and I have to hand in my application to ShannonDell tomorrow morning (finally, no one would take me- grr to not knowing how to drive.) Gotta hit up the bed. Ok peace outttt... :)

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[26 Jul 2004|11:50pm]
Hiiii kidddoos.. summer has been busy but boring "at times". But I would like to see you kids !!! Call me.. we shall dance.. or go somewhere!! :-) My new occupation: Landscaper!
yes.. I am hanging out with the lawnmowers! Sike.. It is just me and my sissy Sadia, at 105 James Cirle!

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[18 May 2004|12:20am]
[ mood | happy ]

Lalala... Ok so my neck reallly hurt this morning and I wasnt in a good mood, and I was dizzy all day. So when I came home, I went to sleep for two hours and I felt my self getting sick. and I did not feel like doing any homework, so I drank tea, and my mommy said that I didnt have to go to school tommarow. So then I was so relaxed and finished watching Kal No Na Ho, with my dream lover boy, Shah Rukh Khan. Also Saif Khan, who is hot as well. I cried at least 5 times while watching the end of that movie and it felt really good! Now I am going to sleep and looking forward to no school tommarow and am feeling much better!! Hehe.

Lynne: She working that back, dont know how to act! LOL

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[13 May 2004|08:40pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

I dont feel like doing ANY work. I dont know whats wrong with me. It feels as though every assignment I get is a waste of my life. I just feel like having fun and doing no work. I feel really stressed by all the work piling up and yet I still don't have the urge to "tackle" it. Hmm..I am just gazing outside and It looks so beautiful.
I think I am also in a bad mood, because I really want to get into the Howard Hughes scientist thing and I know that the lady said that we won't find out if we got in until the start of June but I am getting really impatient!!! I want to get in so badly, I could cry! Which is procisely what I feel like doing.
Man, I am very pessimistic right now. Cheer me up!!

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[05 May 2004|05:15pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

Oh my gosh! This told me exactly what I want to be!! Yes! Expect I won't be daydreaming, but saving lives! :)

What Is Your Dream Job? by rahaimani
The title of your jobDoctor
What you do in your jobDaydream
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Other than this which made me happy, life is pretty hectic. Well, i have a lot of homework thats all due soon. Which sux.
My sister, Rabiya, is being really immature and pugnacious.
But on the bright side,
I love going on walks with my mom and Sadia (sister)!
It has been pretty nice outside and I love spring!

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[02 May 2004|05:14pm]
[ mood | content ]

Hey!! Well sooo much has happened this week!! Well, first of all, I debated on wednesday. I thought I was bad, especially since I didnt ATTACK my "worthy" opponents plan. :( I was really nervous, and had a severe cold! I kept on thinking the snot was coming out of my nose and i had a nauselly, horsey voice.
Ok well, I realllyy wanted to debate again! I really think that I could crush my opponents if we get to go again.
Mostly everyone wants to go again after they have debated, but I think by now that feeling has worn off and I don't feel like debating anymore.

Soo, on Friday I had my interview at Fox Chase Cancer Center, for this student scientist program. Mashallah (with God's blessing) I think I did well! :)
Inshallah (God willing) , I will get in! I want this so much, to the point that I couldn't sleep!! Now I have to wait, which is incredibly hard!

And Now, I am justing sitting here and thinking what I should get my mom for mother's day. Anyone want to go to the mall some time this week, to get presents for our mommies??

Toodles ;)

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heeyyhooo! [23 Apr 2004|06:45pm]
[ mood | enlightened ]

So you guys may think I am nerdy, but I am proud of it! I just watched the Howard Hughes Lectures on Cancer, that I had missed in the winter for some reason. Wow, I have truely been enlightened! Cancer is a big deal, and I have known some people who have had it, and know that I know how it actually happenes, or how it doesn't I feel as though it isn't this big "unknown" evil phenomena or disease. There is A LOT to be found out about cancer and I am really thankful to God for the treatments they have today. Hopefully one day, scientists will find a cure to all cancers.
So those Lectures are great and www.holidaylectures.org is offically my favorite site. Really check it out and you too can be filled with knowledge or more questions!!

And now a random thought:
Thank you!! To all of my friends for being good people!

and Now I have to go work on my debates with Ashley and not go to Mr. Norristown. Oh well, its not like I have a major crush on any of the seniors this year!!

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[13 Apr 2004|03:07pm]
[ mood | content ]

They made me take my andy's picture out!! So now, I got Shah Rukh Khan's Picture! He looks very SMART (desi smart) or sharp in this pic!!

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whateverrr [09 Apr 2004|05:42pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Hey you kids... I am here in Virgina at my cousin's house!! I was just playing with my nephew, Moeez, and Neice, Zara. They are soo cute. I was playing freeze tag, and tag with them. Also I was pushing Zara on the swings and she was being a brat..but a cute one. Then I was teaching Moeez, Multiplication. I never realized how hard it is to explain multiplation to a 5 year old. I was using cookies and then cartoons..but I think he got something, hopefully! I want these kids to be super duper smart.
Yesterday (thursday) and wednesday were soo much fun, and exhausting. We went to practice for about 5 hours till about 10:30 and then went to Sue's house. There we watched the movie with Hritrick Rosena and JAddoo, a lil alien. That was fun! Our theme song was "JAdooo, Jadooo, Jadooo, Jadoo!"
Joanna you are amazing at Urdo/hindi! haha..My munni, saums, and I just watched Shah Rukh Khan music videos while Joanna and Lisa slept (with her eyes open! haha)
Sue and I went to sleep at 3:00 and then we all woke up at 8 and just layed there until 9!! Crazyyness! We jogged/walked to school and labored at set building until about 4! Then Kirsten picked us up on our way to sues house..and then I went home. Quite action packed..then I went to VA at 7.

ok enough with this...I am hungry!!!


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Heyyy! [02 Apr 2004|08:42pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Yea,, so i messed up my journal..because i am soo bad at computer stuff. I mean it has to be simple right?? but then why cant i get it? I feel like a fool and a half!
so,..I wish that i could go with sue to this indian concert thingy in NY.. but i dunno if i can afford it because i dont have a job and i am broke. But I am going to the Sarah Mclachlan Concert in July with my favorite sister Rabiya!! YaY!! I want Sarah and joanna and who ever else likes Sarah Mclachlan should also come!! What do u guys think?? This is going to be my first real concert...not counting PUMPKIN MEN behind the lower providence library while playing tennis concert in 8th grade summer..haha..that was fun. People called me, ali and my sis. Fatima GROUPIES! because we were going crazy screaming "PUMPKIN MEN! PUMPKIN MEN! PUMPKIN MEN!" repeated and dancing! They played like country folk songs and werent that great! that was a fond moment in my life.:)

So Drama Practice has been fun but reallllyy long and tiring! Like Lisa said "you can tell if someone is tired because they look like Zombies!"

Tinuke has an amazing voice.."CHildren of EDENN,....!"

ok Have fun you guys and i will again try to post a innocent picture!!

lalaalala [29 Mar 2004|07:34pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

Hello!! Soo lets see, ok, oh yea..
Today was alright, not much done. I am trying to get my application for this cool student scientist thing done! I hope I get in, I am tres excited!!
Hmmm.. Me and sue have decided to go to a Bollywood concert. But when and where lies the question..any one want to join us??
Soo...school hasnt been bad AT ALL lately. Last week when we were getting up 8:00 am (hehe juniors) , we had no work..but I am not so sure about this week.
YEAA!! I got an A on my english essay on Washington Irving, which I heard like particularly everyone (except Katrina !! ) got bad grades on! This was a surprise because I taught I whomped on that essay!

Drrrrr -- The Weather has been wonderful lately! Thank God for Spring! :)

Oddles of Toodles to everyone!

And Tennis rules.
thats all folks.


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Heyy yaaaa [21 Mar 2004|11:28am]
HI!! Joanna, Lisa and I just came back an hour ago from our morning run at the farm park! It was oodles of fun! We ran half way and then me and Lisa got tired so we started to walk, while Joanna ran back wards and showed us the disco dance! ohh its time to disco.. and then we went to the creek, and enjoyed NATURE. It was beautiful outside great weather, smells ,and scenery. :) We were talking about how we need to start becoming more ATHLETIC so we can be beastly next year at Tennis! oh yea oh yea !

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Heyy [11 Mar 2004|08:05pm]
[ mood | amused ]

HI! I got 10 comments on my last entry. Pretty good for a novice!
Today was tons of fun! I went to the Science Olympics in Delaware Valley College. It was exciting and all the nerds from the surrounding 40 high schools and middle schools were there! Hehe., We all couldnt help but make fun of them the whole time. It was mean, but fun! :) ME, My bro, Hieu, Saums, Quags and Ashley went with Mr. Gyslier and Mr. Zoll went. It was pretty entertaining. First we, went in the School VAN to a gas station store and bought food yum.. and then Mr. Gyslier got lost but we eventually found our way just in time for the first event, Cell Biology. Me and Ashley killed that test. yea. but we didnt win! And then The Funniest Part came of the whole day, my stomach and throat hurt from this one! There was this tower building contest..and Saumyas and matts "Tower" was great! You can say that it wasnt "really" a tower..haha. Those kids are so funny! Ok and then we walked around, ate a bunch of food, and laughed. Then me and Suams went to "Disease Detectives", we did pretty darn good for not studying. Saumya did all the math without a calculator, that was impressive! After that we walked around and observed events. Ok so then we played sweet and sour on the bus, and Hieu did this "wheres the beach" move with his arm and then his muscles bulged out and we saw that 3 old women in the car behind us were checking him out! That was a riot. So that pretty much sums up today.
bye bye!
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[05 Mar 2004|01:45pm]
[ mood | sick ]

heyy you guys.. I am a little disappointed... I DONT know how to put pictures on this darn it journal!! I spent like the last hour, finding the nicest pictures to put on it and then I dont know how to put them on this journal!!! Someone pleezzee Help me!!

Ok enough ranting.hahahaha sike:
Gosh, I have been sick for the last 4 days. Havent seen me at school have ya?? I have some throat infection, I don't know what it is but I will find out on monday. So no school until monday for moi. Instead of doing something productive, I choose to sit and watch t.v.WHAT A LOSER. Well..I cant be too hard on my self. I am not feeling all that nifty!

Ok I am going to go try to fix up my rough draft for Montich. I already have 6 pages and I still have to finish the overall anaylsis and conclusion..yikes..too much writing, must control self.

My sister went to Canada yesterday. And she said "stay away from me because I might get sick." to me, and then my mom said that "she was being so American, you are supposed to be sympthetic!"
Preach on Momma!!
That is true.. a lot of people I know, well Americans in general, I know, me too some times, go on "high alert" when someone is sick and try to get away from the person. It is good to not want to get sick, but don't be so obvious or say it since the person is not intentionally sick or enjoys it!!

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ladydadydodah [29 Feb 2004|10:46am]
Hey, yesterday was such a pleasant day! The weather was beautiful and I had some quality bonding with my momma. We first we working in the yard..trying to get the water running for the fishes, and then we went on a nice walk. At 8:00pm we started to watch Forest Gump on ABC..and that finished at 11:00pm, because of the long and annoying commericals after every 10 minutes! It was a good movie though.
Oh yea the day before on Friday. We had a partahh at Saums house with Joanna and Sue. It was tons of fun. Joanna kept on laughing and giggling at EVERYTHING! :-) and Sue and Saumya were doing crazyy disco dancing. And I was a hot supermodel guyy.. haha. Oh yea..and the shock wars were great.
Today we are going to go play a la tennis courts today, but my bunnons hurt! :0
I still have to play though because tennis rules!
see ya kids latez!

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[22 Feb 2004|08:13pm]
Ok. No negative comments allowed on my LJ! Sue u really made me sick: I was literally gagging with what u wrote. yukhh.. You must have been smoking something when u decided to write that stupid comment.

now that i have said that.. lets move on. Yesterday moi, et my fam. went to South Street bc. it was suchhh a beautiful day but a little windy. It was crowded and scary as usual but exciting. hehe, Then we went to eat at this italian restaurant..and as usuall we ordered a bit too much. I felt like a glutton but I was hungryy!! haha then we went to good ole Ghetto MIlls, I mean Franklin Mills. I like that mall but it is too crowded. I got some nice cheap stuff though!:-)
yes! I had alot of fun, masallah.
Today i did NOThing..well i did sit alot. and do hmwork..but that doesnt count.

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[19 Feb 2004|09:13pm]
hiyas! i slept for 3 hours today after school..it was refreshing but now I have to write my stupid english "washington Irving " essay.noooo. Hm life is pretty darn hectic right now and I just have to wake up and taste the cookies..if u dont know what i mean. yea.. not making sense here...
ok i g2g

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